Welcome to another commentary.
The recent full moon in Gemini, along with Mercury, also
retrograde in Gemini, can set the stage for misunderstandings in communications
and mental confusion. I, however, prefer to think of it as an opportunity
for us to turn our thoughts inward. (Let us not use the usual route.) My
brother's December 13th update was another in a series of his increasingly
fascinating, clear and technical expositions on the inner "scientific"
basis of light and energy mechanics. I cannot claim inner knowledge of
its workings, but I am witness to the fact that he has been speaking of
these principles since the age of 10 or so. The material has gained clarity
and, I think, control. Nevertheless, in its principles, it remains the
same. My expertise and learning have not been in technical scientific theory
and the practice of quantum physics. Rather, they lie in understanding
the "psychological" and spiritual patterns of reality. Whew —
to each her/his own!
Thanks for the e-mail. It was very inspiring. One person
asked if I had proof — articles, names, dates, clinical studies -- to back
my statements. Do not get me started on that! I work as an experienced
registered nurse in the hospital critical care unit. I am frequently confronted
by those who are entrenched and deeply invested in the old belief systems.
They are doctors, whose whole lives are based on the "scientific theory"
of western medicine, and/or nurses, who know only what they have been taught.
These people, for whom I often have great respect as secret healers (a
dirty word in the medical profession), are full of fear when they encounter
an idea which challenges their basic belief system: they usually scoff
at topics such as energetic and spontaneous healing, karma, reincarnation,
the soul's choice, and inter-dimensional reality. "Where is your proof
of efficacy?", they say. Lordy, they accuse me of providing only "anecdotal
evidence". It is a term that I have come to cherish.
Readers, all of my life is anecdotal evidence. I cannot
objectively prove anything! What's more, medical professionals cannot prove
anything, either. In fact, the National Institutes of Health have stated
that at least 60% of the procedures and treatments used routinely in hospitals
have NEVER been in a clinical trial. These procedures are used as a result
of that same ANECDOTAL evidence. Which brings me to a favorite hypothesis
that I have been "nursing" for years: "What is truth? What
is reality?" Clinical studies are supposedly based upon facts. But
these are facts which can be easily manipulated from study to study. Many
scientific tests have clearly shown that each particular experiment is
affected in some way by the person who conducts it. In other words, there
is no objective reality. There is only a milieu which we have agreed upon
as being real. This reality is founded upon our own unique social and cultural
At most, the reality that we have lately accepted as "scientific"
is only 400 years old. When I dream of Heaven, I dream of a place in which
each person finds her/his own level. On that plane, we each move to, and
live at, the level of our heart and our deepest comfort. Moreover, when
we are ready to cast off the ideas and beliefs which form the basis of
our boundaries of reality, we move on to new and more magnificent realities.
At other levels, reality encompasses all realms of possibility. That is
why the Ancients thought of the Divine Mother or the Queen of Heaven (Isis,
for instance,) as the 'Woman with the 1,000 Breasts who Would Nourish All'.
She is all-accepting as the Eternal Forgiver and Lover of All. There is
a place in Her heart for everyone.
Even at this decidedly dense and rapidly-changing level
upon which we consent to live, there is room for all of the many realities.
Fortunately, the number of rooms is rapidly expanding. Our Father's house
has many mansions. We CAN co-exist in love. Nonetheless, we must individually
begin to accept each other's reality.
Accepting universal law requires growth. Believe me, I
am not setting myself up as a complete grown-up! We do not, however, have
to change the entire world. We must merely begin to change ourselves in
whatever increments we can tolerate. We need to consult our hearts. We
need to meditate. To pray and to do ritual. We need to concentrate and
to listen to the voice within. Most importantly, we need to serve our fellow
creatures on this planet. Many of our Angelic inter-dimensional loved ones
are right there for us to consult. They are fairly shouting at us for recognition.
We only need to listen.
My favorite button slogan used to be "Question Authority".
Now, of course, it is "Question Reality". I cannot tell you what
my reality is and expect you to understand it. It includes much inter-dimensional
experience, strange "phenomena", etcetera, which tend to rub
off on and confound those near me. This is acceptable, because it makes
them question what is real. Whenever complacency sets in, we must go deeper.
We are not here merely to construct a secure, false reality for ourselves
and to defend it to the death with lies, denial, violence and sadness.
We must be warriors for the truth and for the deep, dark, strange reality
that lives within us. These things are the stuff which we are taught to
I truly believe that, in all likelihood, most of us have
had rather bold life experiences which we have perhaps ignored or denied.
These experiences could lead us to be accused of craziness, of "schizophrenia"
(what a great term!) or irrationality, or even of emotionalism. In "normal"
society, these are dire diagnoses. Traits and understandings which were
revered in tribal societies, such as the ability to interpret dreams, to
have visions or even to speak to other beings, are condemned in our "rational"
society. Ha! In order to fit into our role as adults, we have had to deny
our childhoods, which were rich with inner knowledge.
Why continue this silly charade? I think that one consequence
of the coming change in vibrations will be the acceptance of other levels
of reality. There will be an acceptance, because our unusual childhood
experiences will become a common denominator for the present strange experiences.
The "guys upstairs", as I like to call them, have been conducting
their grass-roots campaign now for quite a while. It is almost ready to
bear fruit. The creeping subterranean reality is about to come to the surface.
It is not scary. It will, in fact, expose the present reality for what
it is — a sham, as well as a pathetic representation of the brighter Life
that now exists on the other side of the mirror. But I ramble....Consciousness
is, indeed, changing around us.
Five years ago, I would have felt insecure discussing
the topics above. Now, these things are debated widely in public -- on
talk shows, for instance. There are many basic truths in our lives which
we just accept, but we cannot prove them to anyone — agreed? So we open
our hearts and look deep. How do we know they are true for us? Because
that part of ourselves, the part that is the heart of us, accepts them..
The part of us, that is, that we must now learn to listen to constantly.
Let us permit that part of ourselves to drown out the false. Timetables
and proof are not of the essence. This is a time for inner understanding,
group sharing and communication. We have to share our powerful common understandings.
More and more, they will make us realize that we are not alone during our
growth. When we honor our dreams and aspirations, we better see the things
that are reflected around us. By applying this knowledge, we may begin
to assist those "guys upstairs" in their great work of change
In conclusion, I greatly appreciate the correspondence,
questions and comments that come from your reading of my commentaries.